February 2012
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Good job, only 1.5 hours spent today dealing with the shit that I have to deal with every day. Yesterday was 2.5 hours. Improvement! Let’s make tomorrow an hour :D
One day, I think I will burst, from the things I bottle up inside.
I miss the old me
I really miss, the old me. When I didn’t have to deal with this shit everyday. When I didn’t have to pretend I don’t know anything about the huge mess, when I do know, I can safely say, 90% of what is happening. When I thought you were perfect in my eyes, but actually you were just putting on an artificial facade that lacked in substance, and once I found out, my trust in you was...
“Before you can grow up, you must fall in love three times. Once, you must fall...”
– (via wordsandlyrics)
“I get excited by little things I don’t know, I get excited to know more about...”
– Michel Gondry (via audreylostinparis)
Hate that I’m being so…… cynical about stuff recently. I don’t know whether this is good or bad but, I’ve definitely lost a lot of the optimism. I’m glad in a way, I guess, because I feel the optimism lost is the optimism that was never grounded to reality.
When I look at my twitter, a collection of 1% of my thoughts, I see loads of negative terms. I guess...
Sometimes I feel like, I lead a double life. I also feel so sick and tired of this all, yet I can’t speak here, no one would ever understand. I am so tired, of leading this double life.
I’ve said many times, the word ‘tired’, I really am. I’m not physically exhausted, I’m emotionally exhausted, but it don’t show it to the world at all. It’s only...
Screwed up world
1. When it’s everyone’s responsibility, no one wants to take any initiative. I don’t even know why I’m doing this.
2. I will never forget the people who were there for me since the very beginning
3. I can only count the number of people who are friends worth having in Dunman High, on the fingers of ard ONE-TWO of my hands. I wish I could find more, but it’s hard to...
Feel like, age is just a number. It is definitely not proportional to a person’s maturity.
I love fridays
I love fridays, every friday I get the emotional depth and intellectual rigour I crave from one of the most inspiring people in Singapore, thank you to you. :D I’m so fortunate to have met you, and to be able to experience this, every week. But I know that not everyone can get this experience, and I definitely want to give back one day.
I’m really, really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really...
Inspirations, and classmates
Just finished nominating Ms Lau for the President’s award for teachers, my hands are tired from typing a 600 word essay on why she deserves it. But it’s worth it, she’s one of the best and will always be one of the best teachers I’ve had. :)
I’ve said this before, but 90% of the people who inspire me are teachers, the remaining 10% are mostly public servants. They...
“In our society, most of us wear protective masks of various kinds and for...”
– Clarence John Laughlin (via elige)
“The next time you feel you have to defend something about yourself, ask...”
– Orin (via elige)
“Success is not the key to happiness. Happiness is the key to success.”
– Albert Schweitzer (via elige)
“History reminds us that revolutions are not events, so much that they’re...”
– John Green (via presidiums)
People will give you chances only if you’ve the willingness and ability. No one gives a shit if you’ve willingness but no ability, life works this way. Gotta have dreams but dreams aren’t gonna turn into reality without the hard work.
“There comes a time when every life goes off course. In this desperate moment you...”
– Lucas Scott. (via halucinace)
So effing true. “Each morning you choose to move forward, or to simply give up.”
“Some of us think holding on makes us strong; but sometimes it is letting go.”
– Herman Hesse (via katelizabeth)
OKAY I JUST READ SOMETHING MAD FUNNY AND CANNOT CONTROL MYSELF…………….
Sometimes I think I’m mad, like seriously mad. The one-screw-loose-IMH kinda mad.
HAHAHAHAHA I LUV MY FRIENDS (Y) They seriously make my day, every single day. I go crazy every day because of them. Hilarious man.
Hehe eating agar agar now and surfing the net, like fun onlyyyyyyy :D
Love coming home after a long day, and despite lies to myself that I need to get started on work, I open the laptop and surf bimbo blogs (Give me a break, tired of intellectual stuff “PEEL”, “analysis”, logic etc I’ve to face all day……..). Trust me, reading bimbo blogs after a long day...
“My mother taught me that when you stand in the truth and someone tells a lie...”
– Whitney Houston (via rainbowicing)
“All endings are also beginnings. We just don’t know it at the time.”
– Mitch Albom (via rainbowicing)
“I think it’s very healthy to spend time alone. You need to know how to be alone...”
– Oscar Wilde (via wolffangs)